I've got a mouth like a sailor..

I've got a mouth like a sailor..
..and yours is more like a hallmark card.

Katherine. Wisconsin born and raised. Twenty years young.
My family means the world to me, as do my friends. I believe that the most important thing in life is happiness.
I'm honest and always speak my mind. I give someone all of my trust until they give me a reason not to. I go into everything I do wholeheartedly, without caution.
I love country music and being outdoors. I would rather spend my days at the barn than anywhere else.
I am not perfect. I have been broken. But I believe that it only makes me a stronger person. I find my strength in God, and the support system He has given me.

I am always here for anyone that needs me - don't be shy. :)

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For you, Aaron. God was with you the entire time. He was there, helping push you forward; helping push you through it.

Sometimes I get sad thinking that you didn’t trust your faith. That you didn’t think God would help you. I’m almost disappointed in you for that.

I pray every day for you. Asking God to keep you close. And I believe He is, because He gives extra care to those who need it. I know this because He helps me out - He got me to reach out for help again and to not dismiss those who want to help me.

I hope you are happy now. I really truly do.

I love and miss you like crazy, stranger.

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Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile
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Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile

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Sometimes time passing can feel like ages, and sometimes it can feel like seconds. Though every day is different, feeling the absence of someone’s presence can make every day feel longer than it is.

It’s funny, you know death is permanent. You know that once someone dies they won’t come back. And yet, I still am surprised by the permanence of death.

It has been five months without Aaron. And every day my heart hurts like the second it did when I heard the news.

Depression is serious. Suicide is serious. Death is serious.

Depression isn’t a joke; it isn’t a way to get attention. Suicide is not cowardly. Death is painful for everyone around you.

Never be afraid to ask for help. No battle is too hard to fight. I promise.

Aaron, I wish you would have asked for help. I wish you were still here. I wish I could lay with you one last time. Most of all, I wish you never felt the pain you did that made you end your life.

I love you. I’ll be seeing you, stranger.

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I bet it’s beautiful up there, Aaron. I’ll bet every day you feel the warmth of sun on your face and smile because it’s your favorite weather.

I hate that you left this world. I hate that you were so miserable and never asked for help. But most of all, I hate that you hid it so well; I hate that I didn’t know; that I couldn’t help you; that you didn’t come to me.

I miss you every day. I love you every day. I think about you, every day.

I’ll be seeing you, stranger.

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