For you, Aaron. God was with you the entire time. He was there, helping push you forward; helping push you through it.
Sometimes I get sad thinking that you didn’t trust your faith. That you didn’t think God would help you. I’m almost disappointed in you for that.
I pray every day for you. Asking God to keep you close. And I believe He is, because He gives extra care to those who need it. I know this because He helps me out - He got me to reach out for help again and to not dismiss those who want to help me.
I hope you are happy now. I really truly do.
I love and miss you like crazy, stranger.
I honestly feel like I won’t ever fall in love again.